I've been really down lately, but I couldn't quite put my finger on why. Then it hit me.
My babies aren't babies anymore. And we won't be having any more babies.
Reese is officially walking. Jordan is enrolling in kindergarten. They're getting too big too fast.
I've always made a point of living in the season, loving the season and not allowing myself to be looking forward to the future.
But now I find myself looking towards the past.
I know I'll get over this and begin enjoying this new season we're entering ... Maybe next week.